RoB-A-BoB

roommate search still on...pass it on

2008-02-03T15:27:40Z

kinda funny how my last LJ post was looking for a roommate. i guess i am more so a myspace person now. everyone on my LJ should get a myspace just so i don't double post. ha. anywho......

i really need to move back out of my parents house before i go crazy, even more so that i am now.

i am looking for a 2 or 3 bedroom apartment in the manassas area so that i have have 1 or 2 roommates to help with the bills and so i wont be a complete hermit. renting a room in a house or townhouse might be a possibility if the kitchen and common areas are kept clean.

i do not do too well with furry pets, though most apartments require you to pay a buncha money to have these times of pets too. i do have a ball python and 2 small green anole lizards. i have these due to my last roommate skipping town and leaving them behind. i need internet and cable tv. would perfer a bathroom of my own.

we can work out division of rent and utilities. i usually buy all my own food due to my pickiness and i dont often eat on a regular scheduled basis, but sometimes i have made pizza/spagettii/soup/noodles for roommates. i do not like any illegal drugs around, but drinking alot is ok as long as things dont get too out of control regularly. again, division of rent/utility can be worked out and does not exactly have to be 50/50.

i just need to get outta here. and hopefully in manassas near my job, but depending cost/distance ratio can go somewhere else.

roommate needed

2006-06-11T03:13:26Z

I need to find a new place to live in about a month. Anyone looking for a roommate or looking to move out into an apartment in the manassas/woodbridge/centreville area and split rent? Let me know please. Thanks.

happy b-day

2006-01-31T06:43:37Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :^)

happy new year

2006-01-01T20:44:40Z

robabob @ 2005-12-26T00:38:00

2005-12-26T09:04:15Z

my email attempt

2005-05-28T16:54:19Z

email subject: Please read. Thanks.

I was planning on not trying to contact you for atleast another month
or so. But you posting on my LJ had me thinking all day. I'd like to talk
with you. Like a neutral convo. I'd do anything to make amends and I'd
like to have closure to everything. I mean we were close friends for
freaking two years. We cared about each other a lot. Wouldn't that mean
something? not saying right now, but sometime.... When you are
ready.... Could we sit down and have a talk? Please? Thank you very much for your
time.
-rob

so thats the email i sent to dawn's sidekick. hope she got it. and i hope even more that she will call or message me sometime. i guess until then i've tried what i could. it wouldnt be trying for too much if we are even just like 2 people that ever month or 2 IM each other and chat for a few minutes catching up on stuff. blah. i'm so pathetic in wanting to to play any part in my life at all. but when you really love someone what can you do? ha. man. i have a headache and dont wanna go to work. well, off to my last day at spencers.

so wow. she read my journal.

2005-05-26T02:26:17Z

---"-- "so just got off the phone with the insurance and auto body repair people. i hope my engine isnt messed up from me driving home. god i'm a screw up. yeah, being a little wierd can be somewhat cool, but it is still weird and not what people are used to. so screwed up yet again in the people department. but oh well. i guess i should go get everything outta my car now. well dawn, hope you get a laugh outta my car getting messed up and my suffering."-Robabob

ok i'm not laughing too hard cause that really really sux and i would be completed PO for wrecking my new car. BUT it's funny how karma works. you tried screwing my sister over at spencers, you screwed yourself over by fucking up your car. AND the best part is i kinda got my sweet revenge because well.....i didn't have to do it, you did it for me HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. not that i would have touched it (only if you came near me i would). i just found this out today. but hey maybe you can just get it totalled and get a better model car? hahahahahaha....if you get it fixed it''ll never run the same and you're now going to have to spend more money for as long as you have that car because of the damage that has been done (fram is probably bent, depending how much of an impact your engine will never run the same). oh and in that situation you pump your break. slamming on it will only cause you to slide, as you have already demonstarted. and i don't need your money OR any of your help. i have a job that pays well, weekly, and i have planning skills that i was able to work my own shit out. nice thought of you, but i'm fine on my own (and loving it).

xoxoxo
cold heartless bitch who's laughing her ass off at you"--"---

so dawn read my livejournal and decided to quote it once again. i feel kinda special. yeah, i'm weird like that. i've been thinking about trying to talk to her again but havent thought of what to say exactly. maybe in a few monthes... like i really miss her as a friend. slowly filling the void that was left when she exited my life. very slowly though. anywho. i was just wow when i saw her post on my LJ.

robabob @ 2005-05-16T09:32:00

2005-05-16T13:36:44Z

so just got off the phone with the insurance and auto body repair people. i hope my engine isnt messed up from me driving home. god i'm a screw up. yeah, being a little wierd can be somewhat cool, but it is still weird and not what people are used to. so screwed up yet again in the people department. but oh well. i guess i should go get everything outta my car now. well dawn, hope you get a laugh outta my car getting messed up and my suffering.

robabob @ 2005-05-15T08:23:00

2005-05-15T13:12:40Z

so friday night i went and chilled at chuck/amanda/kenny's apartment. got drunk, kenny and i fought with our lightsabers and we had a fun time. justin and jess had a fight though. what was said really reminded me of dawn and i.. i tried to help them see esch others side and whatnot.

So saturday morning had a lil headahce, i guess from drinking. so talked to shandi and mira about when they were leaving to head up to baltimore. i think i finally left at 1130. so on the bridge that goes right by the stadium, i was in the exit lane that goes to the stadium...well everyone comes to a sudden stop. i had maybe car length between me and the car in front of me so i slam on the breaks but i keep sliding. arg! the SUV's bumper is a lil dented and scratched. the front of my new car is messed up. need to get it towed to lustine and see what all is broke. like arg. why couldnt i get in an accident with my old car? the chic as cool though and said that everyone was slamming their breaks and that she wasnt going to call my insurance company on it.

so it was rad chilling with mira. we were up at the very front for billy idol, coldplay, and foo fighters. she is a tuff chic. she put my glasses in her purse cuz they kept getting knocked off by the crowd surfers. and well, when it was over she had lost her phone, her keys, and my glasses. she had a spare set of keys though and i had contacts in the car. i hope to hangout with her again soon. i think she may be outta my league for dating, but would be a rad friend. well i should be getting ready for a long day at spencers now. bleh. back to driving my old car. i hope it doesnt cost a whole whole whole lot to fix my car. :( well, guess forget about trying to help dawn out with money to fix her car. not that she would talk to me anyway. maybe i should tell her the 'good news' so she can laugh. blah...

robabob @ 2005-05-13T06:51:00

2005-05-13T11:00:17Z

so someone i know really needs car repairs. i went to a place i knew they had gotten estimates at and asked if there was a way we could work something out. here was my plan... the repair people call them up and say they are running a promotion, like get so much free when you pay for so much to be fixed or like random price of so much work thats done free as like a promo to get more people to go there for repairs. and well they would schedule a time for this person who i'd like to call friend to drop their car off to be fixed, but instead of charging them i would have left my credit card info or just paid cash up front. i thought it would be pretty cool. i'd be helping someone out that i care about and they not feel bad for taking money and the repair shop got paid. also it would be a secret and the person would think maybe their luck was turning up and i wouldnt go ego tripping on i helped them and blah blah crap. but they said no. if i wanted to pay for the repairs its up to me and that person. eh. well they lost a couple hundred then.

so off to work to do code changes. HFStival 2005 tomorrow!! yay http://www.hfstival.com/lineup/

stuff

2005-05-11T04:41:14Z

so been awhiles since i updated. had some fun. chilled with a buncha people. maybe i'll update with details later. so i hate the radio, it makes me think about things. there was the new backstreet boy song, incomplete, and this other song that sounds like chipmunks at the beginning, mr lonely...or something. and thats kinda how i feel. sure i've been having fun going out and parting. but one kiss from her was worth more than like a 20 minute makeout session with someone else. and an insident with beth kinda makes me think that i cant have a relationship with someone else at the moment. i feel like i've been ignoring beth lately. which i kinda have cuz of that but she is all understanding and whatnot and wants to talk to me and be friends and whatever else i feel like. i have all these new friends, but i dont have my bestfriend anymore. but this way i can work and not care about ending up ditching my bestfriend because of staying late. forgot what else i was gonna say, anywho...i'm out.

robabob @ 2005-04-20T00:46:00

2005-04-20T04:47:00Z

so a few days ago i was talking with my mom and told her that somewhere i heard that the dead pope had said the new pope would be the antichrist. and then tonight my mom was all like 'well what your friend heard about what the old pope said saying the new pope will be the anti-christ might be right. do you know where he is from? "hail hitler!" hes from germany'i dunno exactly how to take my mom's comment though. us being part german and all, and also its not good to stereotype people. and also the end of the world 'as we know it' will come between 2012 and 2018 supposively. eh. lets just wait and see how things go.

funny stuff...

2005-04-16T05:50:57Z

so it was about 11pm and shandi IMed me saying...
"WAKE UP ROB WAKE UP!!! THIS IS NO TIME TO BE SLEEPING WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?"
and she called me to wake me up and tell me to meet her and ashley at dennys to chill for a bit. ha! little miss sleeping beauty telling me to hangout and not sleep. anywho. i guess to understand the full funniness you have to know how in love with sleep shandi is and she has in the past blown off plans of hanging out to sleep. so anyway, say jenn b. and brandy at the manassas dennys when i met the Hall sisters up there. when i got home michelle called and we chatted a bit. also earlier i talked to jessica. she is out of state at the moment and is going to call me when she gets back in town. well off to watch tv and maybe play some diablo2. cant wait till HFStival 2005. billy idol yay!

robabob @ 2005-04-12T07:30:00

2005-04-12T11:35:40Z

so stayed a little late yesterday at work to get stuff done. then at 7 headed to shandi and ashley's house. used my staple gun to hang some tiki string lights in shandi's room when ashley and shandi were hanging more beaded curtians. then we went up to the mall so i could show ashley where the techno music was located in sam goody and she bought the CD set i bought last week. then to denny's we went and played the card game WEED. its a fun game. ($5.99 at spencers) i kinda wanna get a pack of the redneck roundup which is by the same company, but i doubt it would be as great as weed. none of us smoke, but its just cool. ashley one every round. ha. so we all ate alot and i felt sick, but i dunno if it was eatting too much or if it was just my superbird...darn turkey... anywho. off to another day at work and i think i'm hanging out with beth tonight. oh yeah, HFStival 2005 at raven's stadium is going to be rad cool. everyone should go! :) well, lataz

robabob @ 2005-04-11T02:51:00

2005-04-11T07:02:56Z

so today was pretty bipolar. didnt get home from the party of people from Vector till like 5 or 6am. slept off and on till like 3something pm when i finally got up and staied up. went to manassas mall and worked an hour for ashley. after the mall closed went to taco bell with ashley and chatted a bit. then went to visit her sister shandi at video warehouse till close. it was cool chillin and chatting with them both. but even so i had depressive moments today. stupid emotions and memories. so i have a date to HFStival with a rad cool chic. now i just need to get back in shape to endure all the people and withstand all the knocking around that happens in the crowd to get up to the front. also i need to work on my taste of alcohol. i cant take the taste of drinks now. blah. saturday working at spencers was kinda fun. i just hate it when i have to watch people to see if they steal. F that. i'm there to help customers find what they wanna buy and have them buy it. sales. so i wanna get money, get my bills under control, and move out. move out to manassas so i'm closer to work and dont have to deal with family. well, night all.

robabob @ 2005-04-09T19:35:00

2005-04-10T00:19:23Z

doubt you check this anymore. i dont think you have copied an entry to post on your LJ and talk trash about me for a while. but in case if you happen to read it...

dear dawn,

i just wanted to make a last try to talk some type of peace out with you. all that we had been through and all the time that we were friends all summed up to nothing. i know that you have a good life now without me. i dunno if you are ever reminded of me somehow and get mad, or if you just never get reminded of me by anything. i have some new friends and whatnot myself. but even so, there is a void in my life. maybe not exactly a void either. i dunno. i know i hurt you and made you feel betrayed. even if you are blowing up to be more than it really is, what matters is how you feel about it. and i'm very sorry to have you feel that way. and i wish that i could make it up to you some how. something to chill the hostility. its torturing me. inside i'm crying out for a punishment like you just beatting the crap outta me. anything to be able to try and talk things out and come to an understanding. but i'm not trying to be good friends again and hangout and alll that. just maybe to terms where a couple times a year we say hi or send an IM saying have a happy holiday. what can i do to prove my appologee to you? just to talk for half an hour, or even 5 minutes. i'll say sorry for each and everything i did to hurt you and mean it and mean it till you believe me. please dawn, can you give me a chance? if nothing else you have make me bleed....

the stupid retard,
rob

robabob @ 2005-04-03T21:40:00

2005-04-04T02:03:20Z

i think my perception is a little messed up. when things seem to being not that bad or even maybe kinda good, it kinda turns blah. so the past two days dawn has been on my head. and how the sum of two years is nothing. i keep thinking about talking to her and try and be sorta kinda friends again or anything. i keep trying to figure out how much she really hates me and what exactly was going on inside of her. she was a good friend that was kinda like me too. so in order to try and talk to her, i'm trying to think of how one would try and talk to me in a similiar case. which i dont even know that. could just stand/kneel there and have her just beat the hell outta me to vent her anger and hatred out. she probly wouldnt do that cuz it would be too noble for myself.

dammit. my mom just came in to bother me and i forgot everything. i need to build up my bank account again so i can move out. eh. fuck it. just fuck it all. how can i even think i know any of my new people if i didnt know someone i spent 2 years with that well? yeah, i need to write the good stuff that happens down so my LJ doesnt sound so depressive. well, lata

robabob @ 2005-03-30T23:27:00

2005-03-31T04:33:05Z

so on the way home from work tonight i got pulled over for going 63 in a 45. the cop turned out to be a guy i went to elementry school with. he told me to pay attention and take it easy on the gas. would have sucked if i got a ticket tonight cuz i got one last month. yay for friends from kindergarden. and yay for not really being sick anymore. yeah i had 2 coughing fits today. but thats better than the past week. also got my first paycheck from vector. yay. anywho...lataz..

robabob @ 2005-03-22T07:13:00

2005-03-22T12:17:39Z

so even with 2 hours sleep yesterday i stayed late and work 2.5 hours and then went to walmart for medicine for my stupid cold. man my nose is so clogged. so then i went to jakes with people and that was pretty cool. i woke up late tis morning, but oh well. about to jet to work now. fun stuff. laters

robabob @ 2005-03-21T05:02:00

2005-03-21T10:04:15Z

well some peeps be in trouple now. i think i need to get a cloaking device for my car so it doesnt get bashed in. i think i'll park it down the street instead of by my house too. so i guess tomorrow i'll be talking to john about if i stay with spencers or totally quit now. eh. i guess life goes on.

robabob @ 2005-03-19T01:15:00

2005-03-19T06:47:09Z

so i guess work was ok today. i had a big headahce most the day and i felt like a totally soaked sponge trying to soak up even more water. would really like to have the weekend off to refresh b4 monday, but i gotta go to spencers. eh. oh well. more money and my choice right? so after work meet up with ashley and shandi at the mall. after chilling there a bit went to video warehouse to get a video and shandi's boss talked to her a bit. then back to their house to watch Foamy and most of the messager joan of arc movie. then shandi and i went up to dennys and chilled with wayne alex and shandi. as a jester of good will i paid for everyone's food for them. i had told shandi that i was going to take her out to dinner anyway so why not just pay for everyone? alex acturally said 'thank you' to me in the parking lot before everyone got in their cars. so dunno if she was just being polite and respectful, or if that possibly turned down the knob on the dislike dial. i kinda was thinking of not going to dennys with shandi cuz of them, but everything seemed to go ok so i guess thats cool. so while i was driving home and when i got home i was chatting with shandi online. told her some stuff that was going on in my head. i thought i was being weird, but she said i was just being normal. she probly has a lot going on in her head now from her ex and other friends. so trying to be careful with how i act so not to add anything else. so my friend joy just became single today. she and her b/f were together for like 3 years, but arent on the same page with relationships. they had plans to possibly move in together later this year. i told her i kinda know how she feels. 'i feel your pain man.' so after all the talk of i'm here for her if she needs anything or as someone to talk to, i asked 'so...when ya want me to come pick you up for our date?' but it was too soon to be joking like that so i went and stood on my head. made her laugh and cheered her up for 5 seconds :). oh well. so is there anything else to write about today? i dunno. cant think of anything right now. so lataz all.

robabob @ 2005-03-18T06:44:00

2005-03-18T12:08:50Z

so yesterday was pretty cool. after work i drove around manassas a bit. thought this person from myspace was working at giant so i stopped by to see them, but its today that they work. then i went to video warehouse to rent 2 dvds and have shandi see me all dressed up. heh. got some fries at mc donalds and changed outta my work clothes into my jeans and whatnot and went to O'meara's. there were a buncha cops up there and a line to get in. i had to wait like an hour and 45 minutes. while waiting there apparently was a fight and the cops tasered the guy and somehow one of the windows got all cracked. yeah, start stuff when there are a buncha cops around. they wont use their toys at all. naw. ha. around 11something we were leaving and this guy drove bryan's car back to his apartment and i followed to get bryan and take him back to his house. after getting bryan from the other guy's apartment i stopped by video warehouse. shandi had a ton of movies to put back out so i got on that. bryan bought 2 movies and some candy and he just stood around dialing numbers on their phone. we left at like 12:40. shandi is suppost to go to lunch with us today. yay. so bryan thinks she is cool.

so i'm kinda in the middle of a change. and my perspective on the whole dawn thing... yeah its going to take a long time to be 100% over her if i ever do. but i wasnt all innocent and she wasnt evil witch of the west either. so any trash or unflattering thing that i've said about dawn, i'd like to appologize for. some stuff i probably provoked. right now i'm over all the BS stupid stuff. i need to not have that take me down. i probably was being immature and whatnot. i still care about her. she sounds like she is doing ok now though. i'd like to blame certian friends of hers for how she was acting, but they are just human too. noone is perfect, even me. so dawn, i'm sorry and this time i really mean it. hope you have a nice rewarding life. right now she sounds like she is doing ok so i'm glad. so once again everyone, i take back anything not good that i've said about dawn. she is a wonderful and beautiful woman that i was lucky enough to spend a couple years with as her friend and boyfriend.

so today gotta pick bryan up and take him to work. then meeting up with shandi for lunch. and hopefully hangout with her again after lunch. shandi is awesome. i just hope that i stay level headed and all. well gotta go jump in the shower now. and oh yeah, sucks aboutr the accident elizabeth. hope you get better quickly. *hugz*

robabob @ 2005-03-16T22:42:00

2005-03-17T04:04:36Z

so today was my 2nd day at my new job. Vector Security is pretty cool. the people may act a lil immature at times, but they really are more mature than say mall workers. retail is eh. i'm glad i'm finally breaking away. i'm still going to do weekends and a few nights a week at spencers for now. i need to call greg and see if he still has the spot for rent. after work yesterday i went to manassas mall a bit then went to visit shandi at work. so even though i still had DVDs out on my card that was on dawn's account, shandi opened a new account for me at video warehouse. so yeah... dawn may have said before that she had lost respect for me, but i dont think of her as highly as i did before. we are both now differant people than the dawn and rob that had been together for almost 2 years. i do believe though that we happened to met when we did and that we were suppost to be together. but that time has passed. new car, new job, hoping for new place to live... well not new job, its a new career. and i got a new look and style going on. i think i'm over my massive multiplayer online role playing games phase. everquest and world of warcraft dont interrest me anymore. i kinda wanna find new books to read. i'm halfway through the last book of the series i've been reading. i switched my computers around. the one i did use as my main one is now my secondary one. why? i dunno. heh. i guess just changing. so the only music i listen in the car anymore is the euro-rave techno trance 3 CDs i got recently. i'm sorta working out/exercizing by kinda dancing with my weights. heh. anywho. man. i wonder what i would have thought if someone told me a year ago that i would now be wearing kinda dressy(business casual) clothes and have short hair working a 8-5 m-f job. well probably should be getting to bed. later all.

robabob @ 2005-03-12T10:30:00

2005-03-12T16:00:54Z

so lastnight and the night before i hungout with Elizabeth from myspace. saw 'constitine' and 'are we there yet?' at the AMC theater. lastnight after the movie we went to burger king. showed her what a veggie burger was. its fun hanging out with her. i dont feel worried about saying/doing the wrong thing, unlike when with someone else... so shandi called me lastnight but i missed the call. oh well. she should be back from florida any day now. reformated one of my computers and still reinstalling everything again. maybe i'll play some warcraft or everquest today. i dont seem to really care about playing warcraft if i wont be playing with her again. and everquest has lost its flare. eh. maybe i'll pullout diablo.

look at this

2005-03-08T22:26:22Z

nothing is moving. its all your eyes.